See Me Through

My Father be with me
through all the hard and
trying times,
Make yourself ever-so available,
Make your love for me ever-so
easy ti find.

You be the one to
see me through that dark and
lonely tunnel,
Father let me have deep within
that heavenly rest for my soul.

Be my strength when
I maybe weak,
For I am coming to you as your
child oh so humble and meek.

Oh Father I'm asking you to let
my every waking day be a living
testimony of your exquisite love,
grace and mercy.

I have a deep desire that's
burning like fire within because
I want your people to know
nothing but the truth,
I ask you now Lord, strength'n
me, use me be with me always
And above all walk by my side
 and help me to see your people
Through.  

Oh Lord,
               Save me from the heartache 
and pain,
                Give to me the love and
happiness that has been so hard to
                obtain.


Save me from wasting time and
               precious years,
Take from me the hurt behind  so
              many shed tears.


Oh Lord,
               No more do I wish to be 
beaten, tossed to and fro, broken, nor
               bruised and battered,
Wrap me softly in your loving arms
               to be kept away from all harm
is what my heart seeks after.


              To be done with life, it's struggles 
and what seems to be un-passable test,
              To be set free from this old world
so that my soul can at last have peace and 
              heavenly rest.


Oh Lord,
               Help me, save me before my
heart towards everyone becomes darken
              I want no more to wrestle 
against this flesh I must dwell within,


             It's your voice I want to here
oh lord and to say Yes to your will,
            Please instill in me what I
need to give you my all to restrain 
            forever from a life known
of SIN...
            

Are You

Are you the sun
the moon
the rain
the one that's able to release me from any type of pain?

Are you my morning star
my loving angel
my forever burning light
my shield against any danger that maybe lurking out in the dark at night?

Are you my heart
my mind
my soul
those very inner emotions that are so hard to control?

Are you my smile
my frown
my fresh start
will you forever stay with me or will you depart?

Are you my truth
my promise
my lie
the hand that wipes my tears away each time I sit and cry?

If you are all these things all I ask is for you to never leave
me without saying goodbye,
For if that were the case my love would quickly turn to hate
And I would soon just ball up and Die.  

What If?

     What if I were to say that meeting you made me a bit glad
That thinking about you turns my days from being quite sad


     What if I was to tell you I wish things between us could get stronger
because meeting someone like you compels me to want you around longer


      What if I told you I wanted to share with you all of my concerns
Hoping that some day your heart with passion would burn


       What if I told you that meeting you was no mere misstate
And that the thought of you in my life makes me contemplate


        What if I told you that you were the sweetest, kindest treat
And after our first conversation I thought about you for weeks


         What if I were to say that I feel things with us could work out
Would you give me the opportunity to erase all of your doubt 


Saying What If is like talking about a dream and in a dream things
aren't always as they seem.
So maybe we can make this What If a reality and soon my What If
will mean you will belong to only Me...


            

My Mind

Not quite sure of where,
when or how I should
start,
My mind is a place of
pleasant and disastrous
art.

So many words and visions
sometimes seem trapped inside
this dome,
Wanting so much to be read,
heard and seen for only than
can they let go of the title
unknown.

A place filled with fantasies
and dreams that may or may
not come true,
At times chaos, destruction
and violence may pass through.

It's a place where all of life's
heartaches, bumps and bruises
are stored away,
Also at least one cherished
memory of one happy
day.

A place where thoughts of
death and eternal life fight
constantly to win,
A place where Yes, can
remember a time when being
taken over by the lustful
demon of sin.

It's a place so complex and
thought to be insane,
It's nothing more than a
master piece that GOD put
together and called a
brain.

One day the world will know
all about the secrets that right
now are confined,
For it will never be forgotten
but forever recorded here in

                                       My Mind.

  

I am Reminded

I am reminded each and 
every time I see his face,
Reminded of the strong 
desire I fill for him
now and that unforgettable
taste.


I am reminded of the
softness of his lips,
Reminded of how it felt
to be there in his grip.


I am reminded of a long
and somewhat dark hall-
way,
Reminded of how my heart 
skipped a beat when i herd
him say...


I am reminded of  the look
I saw there in his eyes,
Reminded of how much he
was able to make my temperature
rise.


I am reminded of a night
when he told me about what
he liked,
Reminded of how he left me 
feeling so enticed.


I am reminded of finally
getting at least part of my
wish,
I am reminded of the pleasure
I felt when upon my lips he
placed that first kiss.

How?

How is one to remain in a situation

Or relationship that keeps them from being

All that he or she can be?

With holding them from growth, success,

And the ability to spread there wings and

Fly free.

How can someone really expect another

To go on living a disappointing and very

Painful lie?

"There's no way" once you've given all that

You could give; it's time to start living, no more

Can you sit there letting your life pass you by.

How can one fight off or fight against

What or who the heart desirous?

That something or someone who is meant

To remain for all time's, whose love will never

Die off, fade away, or grow tired.

How can one not enjoy the rainbow after

A bad storm?

It's something to be able to just look upon

It, to feel the happiness it brings you inside

Too finally, at last see beauty at its true form.

HOW,

          How can one deny what he or she feels?

In life we are given choice's, sometimes it may not

           Be easy, but it's up to us to choose what is

True and what we believe to be 100% real.

                                                                                    

                                                                     (I Choose You)